Hopefully

With my trip to California I'll be able to finally get myself together.
I've got plans; good plans for my future and I have the means to achieve them.
I've got ideas; some of the best I've had in a while.
I'm going to try writing poetry again

Suddenly,
It doesn't feel like I'm surrounded by such a heavy mist now.
It feels like...
I can see more now
I can feel more now
And I can do more now

This is the start of a new chapter
And by god, I'm going to give it my all
Regardless of what may come

I may have been thrown out of a plane with a parachute on my back
But I'm not going to use it
Because I'm going to spread my wings

And fly.