It feels like a long time

Since I've blogged.
Things have gotten significantly better since my last entry
Though problems still exist, I once again have a new way to cope and deal with them.

I miss AshLee though,
and I miss drekly, or more so, I miss the people on it.

I currently have no love interests, no one I'd like to be with, and it's a bit relieving
I'm still looking though, this time being more reserved than I have in the past.

I want someone, so badly, that I blindly go into confrontations with people I've only just met.

On a different note however, I've started writing again, finished one poem out of the three I am currently working on. I'll hopefully feature this one on my drekly profile when I get on it again and the banner is finished.
Well, here it is...

Title: The Mutes Promise

Through all the pain I see
And all that I see with pain
I will not break this silence

Through every heart broken
And every broken heart
I will not break this silence

Through all the bittersweet moments
And all the moments that will become bittersweet
I will not break this silence

Through all the people I couldn't help
And all the help people never gave
I will not break this silence

Through all the suffering that has been endured
And all that I must endure through suffering
I will not break this silence

Through all the sweet lies
And all the lies that that weren't so sweet
I will not break this silence

Through all the meaningless words
And the words that have yet to obtain meaning
I will not break this silence

Through all I've kept with this silence
And all that this silence has kept
I know one thing is certain

I will not break this silence
This silence will break me