This is who I was, who I am, and who I may become.

Friday, October 15, 2010

"As I take this piece of you with me, I'll carry to my grave, Knowing that for someone you're an angel sent to save"

One Man Drinking Games:
And you said it would be funny to keep me hanging in suspense
Then I'd run over to your house and I'd scale the chainlink fence
That borders your back yard and then I'd climb through your window
And I'd whisper that I love you as you fall out of your clothes

And we'd lay there in the darkness like this dream of you I had
Where we captured all the fireflies and knew what time we had
Could be counted on our fingertips and that almost made you cry
you let me hold you tightly as we said all our goodbyes

May I say I loved you more
May I say I loved you more

And it must have been and hour that I clutched you in my arms
And I must have said the right things because you instantly felt warm
And you heard my heart stop beating and you wanted not to cry
As your sympathetic whispers, they told a tale of bad goodbyes

And you swore you saw me laughing and I swore I saw you smile
And this time we've spent together is meant to last us quite a while
As I take this piece of you with me, I'll carry to my grave
Knowing that for someone you're an angel sent to save

(Keep breathing my angel, if you go down I go with you)
May I say I loved you more
(Keep breathing, just keep breathing)
(Keep breathing my angel, if you go down I go with you)
May I say I loved you more
(Keep breathing, just keep breathing)

So let's drink to memories we shared
Down one for all the hopes and cares
Here's two for being unaware that you're gone
Because before too long you'll be a memory

So let's drink to memories we shared
(Because before too long you'll be a memory)
Down one for all the hopes and cares
(Because before too long you'll be a memory)
Here's two for being unaware that you're gone
(I said before too long you'll be a memory)
I said before too long you'll be...

The Last Something That Meant Anything:
Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
About things I couldn't say to you
And things that we could never do and,
This conversation has had no face
When the words take days you can re-write and erase anything

You know my heart (so tell me all that's needed, cause I don't really want this)
Knows all this

And I'll borrow words from all my favourite paragraphs
To write a ballad while we say the things
We hope would mean the most to me
And each line is sent
I have found a new pages of hope for the days
when I fell like I've lost everything

You know my heart (so tell me all that's needed, cause I don't really want this)
Knows all these lines (cause my jealous heart really can't take that)
So I'll sing this song for everyone that's come out lost

But, I'll be OK (Is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
Cause it's broken
But I'll be OK (is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
Cause it's broken

I'll be OK
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
Cause it's broken
[repeats]

[singing]
I'll be OK, is that what you want me to say
Cause it's broken
And well, try so bad to tell me that you
Make it that you're sorry and the
Lines we said
Never meant the words we meant
Cause it's broken
Every kiss that you could ever mean
The everything that takes you back
The chocolate, rose, the kisses
That like chasing through your misses

I'll be OK
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
Cause it's broken
[x2]

Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
About things I couldn't say to you
And things that we could never do
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These two songs hold a high meaning to me right now, it's strange.

This world is such a mess
I'm such a mess
And despite being knocked down so much
And being constantly disappointed
And being thrown out like garbage by many who say they care about me
I still hold on to what little hope remains
What little sanity that this world retains
And I use it as my strength

No matter how much I break,
No matter how much I fall,
I pick up the pieces
And stand up tall.

I hope that people can do something right in their life, not for the sake of others, but for the sake of themselves.

Destruction in peace.
Peace in destruction.

-Rafael

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