A Few Things...

I'd like to mention and clear up.
I don't want to look back at everything and notice pockets missing in this blog.

First off, me and Ivory are still together, her family still dislikes me, but I hope, hope with all my heart that they will learn to like me. And see that I'm really not a bad guy. None of this is going to be easy, but I'm going to keep trying until I can't anymore. I'm hooked on her, she's the only girl I want to hold hands with, the only girl that I want to kiss, the only girl I want to give my heart to...

Secondly, I guess you could say I've had a new addition added to my family. Jesse Kimes is currently living in the room next to mine and has been for a short while now. I've managed to get her a solid place to live, at least until she finds somewhere better. She's nice to have around and it removes a big piece of loneliness that resonates in this house.

Lastly, I've still been working on writing more poems. Recently finished two more, though short and somewhat incomplete to my standards, here they are.

Title: Suit of Armor

This suit of armor
Though rusted and brittle
Is all the protection I need

Against the pain
Against the love
Against the sadness

It has it's imperfections
More dents than I can count
But there's a spot
one not like the others

Straight in the middle
A bulls eye on my chest
A place that few have hit

I call it my heart
But they've called it a toy
Using it against me
At a moment of their choosing

This suit of armor
Though falling to pieces
Is all the protection I have

But as tattered as it might seem
And as used as it might be
It's all I have

And I'll make the best of it

Title: The Hearts Song

I know you can’t hear me

The music is blaring

He’s right next to you

And you’re just not caring

So I’ll let my heart sing

The words that can’t be told

The words that can’t be said

To the person I can’t hold

It’ll keep singing

I hope your heart hears

Because when you finally realize I’m gone

You’ll be in tears

Please listen closely

Don’t let this song drown

Maybe you’ll hear it

Just quiet him down

I’m certain that you’ll heart will hear

But will it be too late?

Please just listen

This is my fate

I’ll keep on loving you

While this song is still repeating

That is…

Until my heart’s no longer beating