Just A Dream

I feel odd, really odd.
To the point where I can't really describe my emotions with words.
Today has just been an odd day, mentally mainly.

I'm still in a certain "flight" mode in my mind.
I'm here physically but mentally, I don't know where I am.
Everything feels like a dream.

I really just want it to rain, for a week or two straight.
That's what I wish for more than anything else.

I really just want to see AshLee.
And spend more time with her.

I really just want things to disappear at will.
To come and go as needed.

I really just want to feel loved.
Something I felt for a moment today.

I really just want...
This dream to be a good one.

I love you
With every part of me.

-Rafael