This is... what I'll never leave behind

I kissed Ivory today,
It's poisoned me.

I keep playing the memory over and over and over in my mind, it's driving me insane.
One kiss is not enough
I have to have more...

This is exactly what I wanted to avoid, this is why I think before I act, otherwise...
My heart just runs a muck.

I can still taste her

What the hell is this?

-Rafael