Darkness

I keep screaming in this empty house.

I don't know what I'm going to do,
I'm doing everything possible to get rid of myself.
To erase who I am and restart.

But this stupid part of me,
This stupid part of me that is so attached to this one individual,
Refuses to die.

I held myself back from hugging her, from comforting her,
And my insides were screaming.

I don't want to be myself anymore...

I don't want to exist anymore.

-Guardian