I'm not sure what the hell my major malfunction is right now.
I'm tearing myself to shreds right now
For what?
I don't know what the fuck has been building up inside me,
I can't control myself right now.
I keep looking at my life and myself
I see nothing.
I see no one.
Nothing nothing nothing.
I keep processing and analyzing information to such a fast paced degree I don't know where the hell it's all coming from.
I consider myself to be a type of guardian, an angel, something along those lines...
I feel like I can't do shit, I can only see,
I can't speak, I can't cry, I can't feel, I can't hold on...
To anything, to anyone.
My arms are empty,
My hands are empty,
My heart is empty.
It feels like everything I've done is a waste
All the time, the energy, the life I've put in.
Waste
I don't even know why I feel this way anymore,
Everything is just pouring out of me right now.
Dammit dammit dammit
I just want to scream.....
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