To Jesse

Your problem is opposite of mine.

You need to think more and feel less
Whereas I need to feel more and think less.

Stop allowing yourself to be put into these stupid situations
Stop letting people control you,
For once, For ONCE
Think before you act.
Think before you decide to text them back
Think before you decide to talk to them
Think before you decide to hang out with them
Think before you decide to love
Think before you decide to lie
Think before you end up screwing your life over.

You have the choice, more than that, you have the ability to change, I see that in you.
The problem is, and what I'm confused on is why you choose not to.
Why you choose to communicate with people whose sole interest is to royally fuck you and your life over.

For affection? For "love"? For him?

I know my purpose in your life is slowly fading and wearing away
I'm used to it, and I somewhat saw it coming,
But please, for God's sake,
Think, breathe, move forward, repeat.

-Rafael