Sex

My simple view on it,
I don't really want it or feel as though I need it.

I don't want to be in a relationship where I need to have sex with someone in order to prove that I love them...
Because in all honesty, though I realize that sex is an aspect of a relationship, I don't want it to be the deciding factor of how I feel toward someone.
I don't think I can do anything with it.
Don't think I was ever really meant to...

A hole lies in my chest on this night,
My arms cradle me because they cannot wrap themselves around anyone else.
Warm tears role down my face.
My head mopes down.

Keep going,
You have to...

-Rafael