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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

3rd Night

In a row this has happened.
I break down crying hysterically, for reasons I don't fully comprehend.
Tears drip off my face, the darkness begins to consume me,my arms wrap themselves around me in comfort, but none of it helps.
I hit myself in the chest, right above my heart, trying to stop this pain.
For the first time in a long time I actually considered ending my life a couple days ago. The thought has subsided, but while lying on the floor today, I asked myself a question, and it's been weighing heavily on me...


"Am I worth saving?"

-Guardian

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