Seems as though

Looking back, I've fallen a long ways of who I used to be.
But as far as I've fallen, I've risen up as well.

Things are in a new perspective for me now, it feels as though I've become more self sufficient than before, especially since I've lost so many people recently.
Since I could no longer get or ask for help, I had to figure things out on my own, and now it's becoming the only way I can get by. I tried helping and got slammed to the ground for failing.

So now failure is what I accept, and success what I strive for.
I will pull myself off the ground, with or without your help.
I will graduate, with or without your help.
I will go to college, with or without your help.

I will pass on to the next life
With or without you here.

But it's so much easier with you here.

-Guardian