This is who I was, who I am, and who I may become.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Minor Meltdown

I did it again yesterday, after almost 3 months without doing it.
I'm ashamed of what I'm doing with my body, for what? For relief? Or for self punishment? I don't know..
4 more cuts to go to the tally board on my arm...

I just want peace, in mind, in body, and in spirit.
I want it, not just for me, but for her too.

I hate myself,
So goddamn much.

-Sleep No More

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