Every song..

Every damn song reminds me of you now..
Music was the last thing I could find comfort in and I can't get it...

I'm starting to drink again.. just hoping.. praying.. that I can get you out of my head.
Hoping, praying, that you aren't seeing another guys face while I'm lying awake in bed..
Hoping, praying, that I can have you in my arms and yet..
I'm hoping and praying for something that probably won't come to pass..

I need to snap out of this.. I need to be stronger than this...