Bottled Up

I have too many repressed feelings, too many ideas held back.
I want to let everything out, everything.
But I can't.
The people I'm surrounded by are idiots, all of them. But they still hold some stupid spot in my heart and life.

I can't bear to let them see my weakness, to see me break.
But I also can't bear just keeping my mouth shut and taking in all the stupid decisions and words.

I'm breaking in every way imaginable and nothings stopping it. Everything's acting as a catalyst.

I'm filled with dreams of just being with one person, one person that isn't stupid, that likes me, that won't abuse my kindness, that will respect me and the kind of person I am. But my dreams are constantly short lived.

I want an escape so bad, I need something, anything, to get me out of this.