Since I've blogged, even if it's only been a few weeks.
It's always strange reading back at the last thing(s) I wrote and wondering why or how I felt the way I did.
I currently have a girlfriend, although honestly I don't believe it'll last much longer.
Ivory Pearl Dominy September 16, 2010 - present.
We have daily problems, or rather I point out alot OF the problems.
It's necessary but at the same time it's taking it's toll.
I broke down crying Thursday night, feeling like a failure and a fool. Ivory had gotten hit on and felt up by some guy after I left the College Fair at the fairgrounds.
The worst part was that she was still talking to him yesterday and is probably talking to him right now, despite my protest.
I can't help but feel like garbage. Worthless and pathetic.
All I want is love, affection, anything that will give me the sense of belonging.
That I should actually be in this world.
But no dice.
I'm just wandering around in life, holding on to my one and only purpose.
Help whoever needs it and hope someday you'll save someone and find someone that will love you back.
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